A SAD SIDE OF MY LIFE...

Dear R my auto bio script writer

I've never ever really told you about one very sad side of my life.

I so longed for my kids to become famous singers.. EMI RECORDS spent one million € on them and they made such a beautiful album called CARRY ME HOME.....PERFECT DAY.....F..K THE WORLD GIVE ME JESUS.. And when the album was launched 8 years ago they sold only 4000 albums and not 4,000,000. So it was a flop...this evening I've been watching some of their super videos bringing back such memories....it all was to no avail and they quarrelled and broke up...JAZMINE and Natasha went to England and after getting on the finals of X Factor have become Lesbian Models...Angela is married to Elija Blue the second child of Cher...and MIKEY Dave and the two smaller ones, not so small now. Jemima aged 16  and Michelle 14 live with us..

I would willingly swap any success from my auto bio to see my kids reunited and working together to entertain the world and making the cash they never made as missionary children singing in countless schools, orphanages, prisons, city centres, old folks homes and and and...

I enclose some links for you to watch if you have the time..all from 8 years ago...

Maybe you can somehow work this all in...I think my two eldest will be leaving us soon to go and live in Nuremberg with a friend who runs a music school. We will be sad to see them go as it has been sad to see them break up and become do sad..we have stormed heaven for them every single day and somehow HE WILL DO SOMETHING FOR THEM..MAYBE THE VERY SOON COMING ?????? END TIME EVENTS AD TIME OF GREAT CONFUSION WILL BE UPON US..IRMGARD AND I ARE SO CHALLENGED WITH OUR DAILY WITNESSING AND COME HOME INSPIRED BUT THEY HAVE SO LITTLE TO DO AND ARE BORED AND DISCOURAGED...HERE ARE SOME GREAT LINKS OF THEIR SONGS

http://youtu.be/zqNksWBUS9

CARRY ME HOME

http://youtu.be/fif6KlZtE2c

PERFECT DAY

AND MANY MANY MORE FOR THE LOOKING AND THE PICKING..

MAYBE YOU CAN THINK OF SOMETHING??????

They are not sold out Christians but rather bitter that the Lord seemed not to help them..

GBY for your interest

TigerDan9:25

Tiger Dan 925

http://youtu.be/77dAs1QRZFc

I love TigerDan925!!!!!!!!!!

Why??????????

Because he is most definitely my kind of Christian.

Please watch all his videos be they flat earth or rapture after the tribulation..I just love this guy he is a kindred spirit..

Liked videos by TigerDan925

http://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=LL0rXIyKqsqD0wk-bYmp2x5Q

You tubers exposed

http://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLImQ8v323vyrbESrYbJyCtELNJTOKH4Ix

Flat earth videos

http://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLImQ8v323vyqLAG8BNZeu_PshPQ3lCo5I

Videos that make you think

http://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLImQ8v323vyonzrKPAkKs1ix0HyjrLpHA

Interesting finds

http://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLImQ8v323vyrmzHPMbnoNY77RRd1RiiT4

Kent Hovind now free

http://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLImQ8v323vypYASEzKcfErZX83AoVx7Qm

This is a feast from a Godly man...I hope and pray that he is for real.

THERE IS ONLY ONE SOLUTION

THERE IS ONLY ONE REAL SOLUTION to the following...

HUGE DILEMMAS CAUSED BY OUR SATANIC ENEMIES WHO CONTROL THE WORLD with God's permission...

Our enemy has unlimited resources of Cash..

They invent this cash out of thin air..THIN AIR...

They control and implement the MONEY SUPPLY..

THEY HAVE UNLIMITED CASH..

THEY CONTROL EVEN THEIR SEEMING OPPOSITION.

WE ARE BRAINWASHED, MANIPULATED, CONTROLLED, HYPNOTISED and lead by the CONTROLLED MEDIA in all its forms,

FROM THE CRADLE TO THE GRAVE..

whether TV...RADIO...NEWSPAPERS ...MOVIES...ADVERTISEMENTS... ..CHURCHES..RELIGIOUS ORGANISATIONS.. ALL KINDS OF ...LEADERS...

THIS SCREEN SHOT CAME UP WITHOUT MY ASKING FOR IT SO IT COULD HELP YOU TO DO YOUR FIRST INVESTIGATION..

So I accept this seeming coincidence as an act of God for your benefit

LEADERSHIP...POLITICS...SCIENCE...THEIR VERSION OF... HISTORY...EDUCATION....

Here are just a few examples...

We live on a spinning globe when with minimal investigation it can easily be proved that we live on a flat earth surrounded at the edges by an ice wall of Antarctica..

just look at the hidden in plain view flat earth symbolised on the United Nations Logo...

NASA never went to the moon.. The moon is a translucent disc a few thousand miles away. The same with the sun...Wars have ALWAYS been fought for money and control and never for just political reasons.. Only we the Goyim (cattle) are lead to believe otherwise..

There are no space stations or satellites which proves that our great and worst military enemies Russia and China are just playing along too. 

Hitler..Churchill.. Roosevelt.. Lenin.. Stalin..Putin..Obama..Bush..Clinton..the MEDIA... bought and paid for royalty...aristocracy..are just reading from well prepared scripts like any Hollywood actor in a movie..

Act out the script and then receive a handsome pay check..don't obey then face death by assisted suicide... Car crash...overdose of prescription drugs..plane crash..hanging from the ceiling together with a suicide note..or imprisonment in a concentration camp sorry fema camp..

Just waking up to these facts AS PROMISED BY CONTROLLED ALTERNATIVE media outlets like Alex Jones or David IKE, will not do the trick...

Will not doooooo THE TRICK..

JESUS WILL DO THE TRICK IF YOU TURN TO HIM WITH ALL

Your heart.

ONLY THE FOLLOWING WILL DO THE TRICK..ONLY ...ONLY ...ONLY...

GOD HAS GIVEN US A SOLUTION...THE HOLY BIBLE...(personally supervised by the great almighty God of the universe) and the most attacked book on earth but with God's help, still the best seller of all time..

AND THE HOLY SPIRIT...

AND THE ANSWER TO 1984 is not 1776 but 33 AD. 

JESUS CHRIST CRUCIFIED FOR OUR SINS AND THREE DAYS LATER CONQUERING DEATH AND RISING FROM THE DEAD..

His telephone number

MAT77 and then

DO YOUR OWN INVESTIGATION.

GO TO YOU TUBE....

TYPE IN ERIC DUBAY AND TIGERDAN925 just for starters...

Say this MIRACLE PRAYER EVERY DAY and then you will receive the miracles that you need to face the future one minute at a time..

Miracle Prayer

Lord Jesus, I come before Thee, just as I am, I am sorry for my sins, I repent of my sins, please forgive me. In Thy Name, I forgive all others for what they have done against me. I renounce Satan, the evil spirits and all their works. I give Thee my entire self, Lord Jesus, I accept Thee as my Lord God and Savior. Heal me, change me, strengthen me in body, soul, and spirit. 

Come Lord Jesus, cover me with Thy Precious Blood, and fill me with Thy Holy Spirit, I love Thee Lord Jesus, I praise Thee Lord Jesus, I thank Thee Jesus, I shall follow Thee every day of my life. 

Amen.

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Miracle Prayer

TO OUR TWO WONDERFUL SONS

TO OUR TWO WONDERFUL SONS

MIKEY AND DAVID..

 I hope you got to read my note..mum and wish you both a brilliant brand new beginning with Michael Zerbs. He is one of the best...I'm so glad that you will be starting your new life with such a proven wonderful brother and friend. Also a true Christian.

Please stay in touch especially with Jem and Shelly who will miss you terribly. Mum and I too. It was difficult FOR ALL OF US as you really had so little challenge.. But now new doors will open and our prayers will follow you wherever you go..England?? USA??? Or anywhere??

There will always be a roof over your head and food if you ever decide to come back..We hope you move on to green pastures and that you will come and visit from time to time..RUBY AND TASH with a little push made it and so can you..

MIKEY AND DAVE with these totally inadequate words which you have heard from us ALL YOUR LIVES....WE LOVE YOU AND JESUS LOVES YOU AND HE HAS A GREAT PLAN FOR YOUR PRECIOUS LIVES.. MAY TODAY BE A VERY BLESSED FIRST DAY OF THE REST OF YOUR LIVES ON EARTH.

A CRAZY DREAM

HERE IS A CRAZY DREAM from a crazy Don Quixote.

I HAD A DREAM!!!!!

MY DREAM WAS THIS.......

 confession!!!!!!!!!

We have seven children.... OUR DREAM WAS THAT THEY WOULD BE UNITED....United in Jesus!!!!! Just as IRMGARD and I are united in JESUS CHRIST...

We believed that SOMEHOW our seven kids would not be jealous of each other..

They would not quarrel....

They would be filled with humility... 

Filled with the spirit of Jesus Christ.... 

They would prefer the happiness of others and not just of themselves...in other words they would be perfect human beings....

This dream also applies to the Children Of God...I could say the same for them....

THERE WAS TREMENDOUS POTENTIAL IN THIS GROUP THAT STARTED IN CALIFORNIA AND SOON SPREAD AROUND THE WORLD...before fizzling pretty much out..

Yesterday after finding a poster of my kids from 8 years ago I started first to cry my eyes out and then my tears turned to anger.

ANGER AGAINST GOD... I CALLED HIM ALL KINDS OF NAMES.. 

I BLAMED HIM FOR THIS OBVIOUS FAILURE OF HIS NOT TO GIVE ME MY DREAM.

I REALLY LET HIM HAVE IT...I TOLD HIM I PREFERRED LUCIFER TO HIM...AND EVEN WORSE!!!!!!!

After I finished my tirade, I knew in my heart that Somehow He Understood and He did not ZAP ME DEAD ON THE SPOT..even though I asked HIM to...

He even allowed me to have a great day out witnessing where HE anointed me to do a super job of sharing HIM with a hurting world.

THEN LAST NIGHT TASHY Natalia, Ruby, OUR number 3 daughter who is together with JAZZY  Jasmine number 2 daughter, living in England,

Told us that she was super happy with her new life and that any FAME THAT THEY MIGHT HAVE RECEIVED IF MYYYYYYY DREAM HAD COME TRUE ........WOULD HAVE COMPLETELY RUINED THEM....

RUINED THEM......RUINED THEM.....RUINED THEM...

much more than they already are...

IRMGARD AND I WITH OUR KIND OF BEGGING SHARING JESUS JOB IS SO HUMILIATING THAT it keeps us from becoming into total proud arses...

MY WIFE JUST ADDED.....WE ARE STILL PRETTY PROUD....BUT WE WOULD BE MUCH WORSE WITH ALL OUR DREAMS COMING TRUE, THE WAY WE WANTED THEM TO COME TRUE....

So there you have it....

I have told Jesus how very very very sorry I am and soon our two boys will be leaving us... MIKEY nearly left us when he nearly died just a couple of months ago...one week in intensive care....

CONCLUSION

WE ARE A CRAZY MIXED UP FAMILY...MAYBE HOWEVER WE ARE JUST NORMAL LIKE YOU?????????!!!!!!!!

AND AS I KEEP TELLING THE WORLD..

JESUS LOVES YOU(me too) JUST THE WAY YOU ARE AND I AM...

NOT THE WAY YOU SHOULD BE... 

NOT THE WAY HE WANTS YOU AND ME TO BE...

NOT EVEN THE WAY YOU WANT YOURSELF TO BE 

....BUT....BUT.....BUT ......JUST THE WAY YOU ARE RIGHT NOW....

THAT IS THE GOOD NEWS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AND IN JOHN CHAPTER 17 HE, THE MIGHTY GOD OF THE UNIVERSE HAS PRAYED............

THAT AS THE FATHER AND HE ARE ONE THAT WE WOULD ALL BE ONE..

So one day IT WILL HAPPEN......

GBY KGFG no matter what happens.. Then you cannot go wrong!!!!

LIES KNOWN LIES

LIES Lies KNOWN LIES...

9/11

Gulf of Tonkin...PLUS THOUSANDS MORE...NERO BURNING ROME AND THEN BLAMING IT ON THE CHRISTIANS is one of the first obvious false flags of history..HIS STORY...

Governments are never ever elected..THEY ARE CHOSEN BY THE RULING BANKSTERS...Famous Mark Twain quote...IF ELECTIONS WERE FREE AND FAIR, THEY WOULD BE BANNED!!!!!

WAR IS ALWAYS ORCHESTRATED FOR MONEY..FINANCIAL GAIN.

WAR IS THE BIGGEST MONEY SPINNER OF ALL ACTIVITIES..BEATS GAMBLING SEX PORNOGRAPHY MANUFACTURING OF GOODS AND FOOD..PHARMACEUTICALS OR WHATEVER.. WAR IS THE WINNER.. THE MILITARY INDUSTRIAL COMPLEXES ARE THE BANKSTERS BEST FRIEND.

THE GOOD HAVE NEVER RULED THE WORLD...IT IS A LIE TO BELIEVE IN THE GOOD OLD DAYS..

THE EARTH IS NOT A SPINNING GLOBE.

THE EARTH IS THE CENTRE OF THE UNIVERSE AND THE NORTH POLE IS THE CENTRE OF THE EARTH..JUST CHECK OUT THE UNITED NATIONS FLAG..

NASA IS 1,000,000% FAKE

GRAVITY IS FAKE....

VACUUM TO REMAIN A VACUUM HAS TO BE CONTAINED IN A SOLID STRONG WALLED CONTAINER....VACUUM IN SPACE WOULD DRAIN THE EARTH OF ITS ATMOSPHERE IN SECONDS...

WHAT GOES UP MUST COME DOWN IS THE TRUTH...EXCEPT WHERE THERE IS LESS DENSITY ABOVE THAN BELOW.

NASA FAKES PHOTOS...CHECK THE AIR BUBBLES IN THE LARGE SWIMMING POOL WHERE THEY FAKE SPACE...

WEIGHTLESSNESS IS EITHER BLUE SCREENED, YOU CAN SEE WHERE THE HARNESSES ATTACH TO THE BODY...OR DONE IN AIRCRAFT FLYING IN A PARABOLIC CURVE AT THE TOP OF A CIRCLE..GIVES ABOUT 60 seconds of weightlessness.

WE NEVER WENT TO THE MOON..the fact that we never went back is a give away for starters..the moon is not even solid...

WE NEVER WILL GO BEYOND THE VAN ALLEN BELT..GOD PUT IT THERE TO STOP US..

ALL WARS HAVE BEEN BANKSTER CONTROLLED WARS..

CHEM TRAILS AND VACCINATIONS AND POISON IN OUR FOOD IS TO SLOW KILL US.

AIDS WAS PURPOSELY LAID ON THE WORLD TO HELP THE WICKED ELITE'S EUGENICS PROGRAMME.

MORE BIOLOGICAL AND CHEMICAL SHIT IS STILL TO COME...

THE ELITE USE POLITICIANS AND WORLD LEADERS TO PLAY THEIR ROLE IN A HUGE ORCHESTRATED REALITY SHOW..

THEY CONTROL THE BAD PEOPLE AND.....

THEY CONTROL THE SO CALLED MADE TO LOOK GOOD PEOPLE...JUST LIKE IN A HOLLYWOOD MOVIE....JACK NICHOLSON CAN BE, GOOD...BAD OR SOMEWHERE IN BETWEEN DEPENDING ON THE SCRIPT THAT HE IS PAID TO READ...

CONTROL IS THE NAME OF THEIR WICKED GAME...CONTROL THROUGH FEAR... CONTROL THROUGH RELIGION....CONTROL THROUGH VACCINATIONS AND FALSE EDUCATION FROM THE CRADLE TO THE GRAVE..

ONLY TWO CLASSES OF PEOPLE...6000 ELITE...AND 7,000,000,000, SLAVES..YOU AND ME...THEY ARE OUTNUMBERED ONE MILLION TO ONE SO THEY HAVE TO PULL SOME REAL SHIT TO GET US OFF THEIR TRAIL..

ALEX JONES AND DAVID IKE WORK FOR THE CONTROLLERS..

THEY SPEAK A GREAT DEAL OF CAREFULLY CONTROLLED TRUTH.. I BOUGHT INTO THESE GUYS TOO FOR QUITE SOME TIME..

THE STATISTIC THAT ONE OUT OF EVERY ONE, EVERY EVERY EVERY, WILL DIE...EVEN DAVID ROCKERFELLER  WITH HIS SIXTH HEART TRANSPLANT AT 99 YEARS WILL SOON CROAK JUST LIKE ALL OF US...

NUCLEAR BOMBS ARE ALSO BULLSHIT....TNT IS REAL...NAGASAKI HIROSHIMA CARPET BOMBED....CHECK IT OUT...

FEAR IS THE DEVIL'S FAVOURITE TOOL....

TERRORISM, ISIS, CONCOCTED BY BANKSTER ISRAELI CONTROLLING THE SO CALLED SUPER POWERS...MONEY TALKS AND BULLSHIT WORLD LEADERS WALK...

6,000,000 HOLLOCAUSTED...WHERE ARE ALL THE BODIES...?????

MONEY LINKED TO FEAR W O R K S 

BULLSHIT GOYIM LIKE YOU AND ME WALK...

ON THE 23rd September 2015, SOME VERY BIG SHIT COULD VERY POSSIBLY HAPPEN...????????? MOST PROBABLY OR EVEN THAT CAN BE A HOAX LEAD...WE WILL HAVE TO WAIT AND SEE.

ONLY SOLUTION IS TO HELP PEOPLE TO PUT THEIR FAITH IN JESUS..BUT MOST DEFINITELY NOT IN SOME CONTROL RELIGION LIKE CATHOLICISM OR EVERY PROTESTANT DENOMINATION THAT I HAVE EVER INVESTIGATED...THE COG CAME CLOSE...BUT WENT OFF TRACK....

GOD IS LOVE..THAT IS FOR SURE...MERCIFUL...JUST....100% LOVE AND FORGIVENESS...

ALL OF THE ABOVE CAN BE FOUND OUT IF YOU HAVE A GENUINE ENQUIRING MIND AND CONTACT WITH THE SOURCE OF ETERNAL LOVE...GOD....

THE WORST THESE WICKED ELITE CAN DO IS TO KILL US AND TORTURE US AND THEN SUDDEN GLORY FOR US AND ETERNAL HELL FOR THEM...

Miracle Prayer

Lord Jesus, I come before Thee, just as I am, I am sorry for my sins, I repent of my sins, please forgive me. In Thy Name, I forgive all others for what they have done against me. I renounce Satan, the evil spirits and all their works. I give Thee my entire self, Lord Jesus, I accept Thee as my Lord God and Savior. Heal me, change me, strengthen me in body, soul, and spirit. 

Come Lord Jesus, cover me with Thy Precious Blood, and fill me with Thy Holy Spirit, I love Thee Lord Jesus, I praise Thee Lord Jesus, I thank Thee Jesus, I shall follow Thee every day of my life. 

Amen.

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Miracle Prayer

TRY THIS MIRACLE PRAYER

WHY??????

WHY?????????????

Why do those who should no better, like our church leaders, not expose the (New) World Order?????

We are the sheep and they are our shepherds?

Governed by the hidden private Rothschild bankers for over 200 years?

We are the sheep and they are our shepherds?

Why do they not tell us that most of our so called Christian leaders are members of the LUCIFERIAN free mason movement?

We are the sheep and they are the shepherds?

Why do they not tell us that 9/11 was and still is an obvious government controlled inside job????

We are the sheep and they are the shepherds?

Why do they not tell us that all wars are just part of a money making process to fill the coffers of the rich and kill off the goyim cannon fodder young men and women?

We are the sheep and they are our shepherds?

Why do they not tell us that ALL GOVERN MENTS (which is another word for mind control..controlling our ment..governing our ments our minds) are just propaganda machines to take our money in taxes?? AND CONTROL US FROM THE CRADLE TO THE GRAVE..

We are the sheep and they are the shepherds?

Why do they not explain that all politicians are just playing a roll, controlled by their handlers the private banksters....

We are the sheep and they are the shepherds?

Why don't they tell us that the world runs on a very simple but wicked principle that MONEY TALKS AND BULLSHIT WALKS.

Why when the New Testament explains so clearly that all we have to do is believe in Jesus AND THAT HE LOVES US, and then try to make him known to others...see john ch 3:16..  Mark 16:15..john ch 20:21..plus countless other verses in that most amazing book the HOLY BIBLE, THAT WE NEVER EVER HEAR ABOUT THAT IN CHURCHES PROTESTANT AND ESPECIALLY CATHOLIC.. 

We are the sheep and they are the shepherds?

Just boring sermons and boring hymns and very boring and totally not on fire people sitting around us.. Practically no youth but lots of control systems like Fish on Fridays..AND YOU MUST GO TO MASS TO LISTEN TO PRIESTS WHO ARE COMPLETELY OUT OF TOUCH WITH WHAT IS REALLY GOING ON IN THE WORLD????

We are the sheep they are the shepherds?

Just lots of ceremonial clap trap lead by men in long gowns pretending that they have a wonderful personal relationship with Jesus, when it is obvious when talking to them that Jesus is not their best friend and that they are certainly not excited and motivated by Him.

We are the sheep and they are the shepherds?

I have never ever heard a sermon from a catholic priest THAT WE SHOULD BE ON FIRE WITNESSERS TO OTHERS....today we heard that they are worried because so many people are dropping out of their pretty meaningless control system of Catholicism...that says you are a good Christian as long as you come to all their holy masses and go on retreats and pilgrimages...AND OF COURSE PUT YOUR MONEY INTO THEIR WASTE BASKETS.

We are the sheep and they are the shepherds

No fellowship just ritual worship and then go home to another boring week, AND WAIT TO DIE

We are the sheep and they are the shepherds?

Every day we meet SCORES  of people.. We love our job of sharing with the desperately hurting world that congregate on the streets of Cologne, coming from many countries and WE ASK THEM???DO YOU KNOW THAT JESUS LOVES YOU..which is THE VERY ESSENCE OF THE GOSPEL...We tell them that the Lord Jesus loves them just as they are.. Not how they should be but how they are right now..that He wants to come into their hearts and set them free from all the worries and the cares of the world. 1st Peter ch 5:7.. Casting all your cares on HIM because HE cares for you!!!

We are the sheep and they are our shepherds??

Now of course there are exceptions.. Mother Theresa and the saints..and a very few priests...

BUT I BELIEVE WITH ALL MY HEART THAT THIS WORLD NEEDS A GOOD SHAKE UP.. I BELIEVE THAT IT IS COMING AND THEN WE WILL SEE SOME REAL CHRISTIANITY REARING ITS BEAUTIFUL LOVING AND ATTRACTIVE HEAD.

please come Lord  Jesus...quickly..We need YOU....

We are the sheep and they are the shepherds?