Getting back in touch with so many ex and current family members

MY THOUGHTS ABOUT GETTING IN TOUCH WITH SO MANY FAMILY MEMBERS FROM ALL AROUND THE WORLD..ALL MADE POSSIBLE BY MY APPLE IPAD MINI... FOR ALMOST 20 years we have had very little contact with the family..our last meeting with them was in ODESSA Ukraine when we had the opportunity to meet DAVIDITO and other young teens.. We had been built up to believe that they would be such an encouragement to us and were extremely disappointed in the way they were. They seemed very half hearted and not at all on fire....We left with the feeling that the family had gone down the drain.. They did not witness and when they tried they had so little fire..from being TRF we just dropped out of the family and made our own group...YOUR TEAM FOR JESUS... I wrote a very condemning letter to Maria and Peter from Kiev, criticising them for being responsible for the demise of the family..they were having a craze at that time for prophesying and it seemed to be what we call a semi half hearted Christian trip..we believed and to a larger extent still believe that the way to be on fire is to be a street fighter witnessing to the lost souls...just like the family in the first few years...It kills one to witness but the effects from it is to be on a spiritual high when one comes home in the evening..in the old days we would have inspiration and classes and bible studies with the new recruits and then the next day out we would go again...it was a continual living totally dependent on The Lord. Our finances too depended on going out..GO GO GO ....still works today... HOWEVER HAVING SAID ALL THAT IT IS NOT MY JOB TO JUDGE AND TODAY WE SENT KEREN KIRBY A LETTER OF APOLOGY.....SHE DID THE BEST SHE KNEW HOW AND OF COURSE WE ARE EXTREMELY GRATEFUL TO THE FAMILY..... FOR IT WAS THERE THAT WE LEARNED TO LIVE BY FAITH ON A DAY TO DAY BASIS JUST AS WE ARE STILL DOING TODAY... WE ARE NOT ENEMIES OF THE FAMILY AND WERE NEVER PART OF FREECOG BUT MAY BE IN THE SPIRIT DISAPPOINTEDCOG... NOW WE ARE SO HAPPY TO MEET ALL THOSE THAT WE KNEW...WITHOUT JUDGING THEM. Just happy to chat and love them and be open to them loving us...IT IS A NEW DAY AND JUST MAYBE WE WILL ALL BE FORCED BY WORLD EVENTS AD CIRCUMSTANCES TO GO BACK TO LIVE IN THOSE DAYS OF FAITH BY THE MOMENT AND NOT ONLY BY THE DAY BUT ALL THE TIME... THE LORD KNOWS WHAT HE IS DOING AND WE KNOW THAT IF CORNERED TO DO SO,,,THAT IT WORKS.. IT WORKED BEFORE AND IT WILL WORK IN THE FUTURE TOO..GBY AND KGFG THE BEST you know HOW, AND HAVE THE GIFTS FOR...YOUR BROTHER IN JESUS Michael Jaffray king... ALSO ASKING FOR YOUR FORGIVENESS FOR BEING SELF RIGHTEOUS..